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LOVE
Weh imagine this, ur soo totally in love with ur current boyfriend, and u tend to be terserong sekejap. What i meant was u fell in love with this other guy. Yes your cheating on ur boyfie. But dont you ever thought of maybe how it might be if ur not with him instead ur with the other 'him'? It got me thinking for a quite awhile. I may not be the most loyal gf ever but in my opinion, u need to keep ur options wide kan? Jangan lah mcm anggap ur bf is the only guy left for u in this world kan. Sooo yeaa its kinda complicated kan? this love thing. Bodo.

KESABARAN
Have you ever see a person get ridiculously mad? Marah? GILA? haha. This entry will be in Bahasa melayu. Aku bukanlah manusia yg beriman,kesabaran dan lain2. Semua orng ada cacat cela dia dan termasuk aku. Kadang-kadang orng kata 'Pilihla kawan yg baik..'. Memang pilih kawan baik, tapi persepsi aku adalah tak wujud p
un kawan baik dalam dunia ni. Kepala aku sudah banyak kali dipijak,digilis,dihina,dicaci oleh kawan aku sendiri. Mungkin aku tak reti cari kawan yg baik dan sempurna-BULLSHIT. Aku tak kisah pasal benda yg remeh berlaku dekat aku tapi asalkan tak memudaratkan jiwa aku,minda aku, sememangnya aku takkan kesah. TAPI kalau sudah 'cross the line' kan, kau boleh laa saksikan hidayah hamzah versi evil,langsi,lancau. Dialu alukan sgt sgt. Kalau hati aku betol betol ikhlas nak kawan sbb aku agak2 kau tak pijak kepala aku kan, soo HARGAI lah. Pendendam? aku? haha. Takkanla tak, semua orng pendendam walaupun tak nak mengaku kan. Manusia takkan berubah melainkan dia nak berubah sendiri
kan? Bagi aku, aku banyak berubah,tak taulaa orng tgk keadaan aku mcm mane la kan. Aku tak dimanjakan sgt, atau di tatang dengan penuh guna minyak tanah la kan bodo. Aku berkelakuan sekarang nie sbb aku sedar diri aku siapa, aku sedar apa yg aku mampu buat ataupun tidak. TAPI kalau aku nak pijak kepala kawan aku sendiri,memang aku da lama buat dekat kau. Cuma aku slow sket nak sedar yg kau sudah lama terserong dan takda harapan untuk di rapatkan dekat hati aku nie.

RAYA
ohh yeahh. this year raya will not be what i expec
t it to be. Mungkin abit dull. Baju raya semua sudah ada. Semangat raya ada ke? blum develop lagi sgt. Im just thinking of what i wanna do at hom
e. I really want to got out and have some fun. Aku bukan liar. Fun as in tengok wayang,shopping, tu je. Soo called mood raya kan? mcm kosong jee.

At the end of everyday, i wished that i could put myself together and smile sincerely to the world.

Its not fun no moree.

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Hey! Since ada this H1N1,sket demam,sket batok, H1N1 laa tuu! Rimas with all of this. Aku ingat lg time dkt skolah menengah, sket2 tak dtng and just simply bg alasan tak sihat, demam la, sakit perut, pening pale. hahaha. It wass a blast! Cikgu mintak mc tp i didnt bother,why should i? kite sakit tp kalau da ada ubat dkt uma then tak perlu pegi jumpe doc. With the H1N1 thing going,its just soo scary ya know. Dengar almost every people fall sick day by day which includes me.


Last week on monday, body temperature ku is so fine and just only having a heavy cough tapi takda pape la. Menjelang petang, at 6pm, suddenly my body temp naik, damn hot wehh. Terus demam but still i ignore bcoz mlm ada test, takkanlaa tak nak amik test pasal petang tu baru nak demam kan. ish bullshit. soo after amik test, my frens teman pegi Penawar(nama clinic uitm). So we went and the doc check temp, TERUSSS 39 temp aku! The doc suh tgu coz mau anta pegi check di hsptl Segamat. Tengah malam buta pun tgu lg di sana, ramai kot yg demam. Here's some pics,sempat lg tauuu.

mata marah niee. hahaha. takda keja,lame sgt tgu.


from left nisha, mafia, nabilah. hehahaha.

hee :) sakit gila pinggang kot. tak larat nak duk betol2.

Then da jumpe doc, aku mintak jela mc. dpt 2hari jee. Then my frens advice me to go home, and i did, senior yg baik hati anta ku ke bus stand di bandar segamat. Dengan badan panas naik laa bus and the pakcik buc siap bole buat lawak. Amboi! Tapi yg bestnya tgk cite Terminator dlm bus,da tgk tapi its not a crime to watch twice. haha. For 3days duduk uma, mestilah ada mc. Tapi my demam tak baik2 serius mcm hell. Nak mandi pun i have to sit tauu,tak larat nak diri mcm normal. Sedeh gila.


On saturday night my mum da fed up and terus bwk aku g SDMC, tgulaaa. Suke sgt amik darah akuu. haha. takde la sangka kene admit, doc suhh. ishhh. Kene masuk air dlm badan, hey! Im no that sick tauuu. okay ajeee. Makanla ubat pahit2 diorng bg,damnnn wehhh. But the food provided best gilaaa. Sedap gilaaa. Memang best la despite nurse kuar masuk kuar masuk, cucuk sini cucuk sana, sumbat ubat, tanya mcm2. ishh. hahahah! Ada wireless dalam bilik, semestinya aku bwk vaio kuu. :) :) Until monday tido di sini, today da boleh kuarrr!! yessss!! Byee delicious food! byeee jarummm!! U cant cucuk me no more!! Im good!! Actually tekak bengkak sampai buat aku demam. hee powerful sungguh tekakkuu.


The thing that still bothers me is that i missed 3test. Gila la dow! tatot! Tapi mc ada,takpa takpa jgn risauuuu. Balik segamat i will take all the papers as soon as possible,tak nak tunda. haha. Tunda ada sebab takpa kan3? :) Puasa is this weekend! wow! memang cepat kan. Im excited! I think i can puasa tanpa sahor, my tummy can be strong! ohhh yeaahhhhh!! Hopefully H1N1 would go away, its just too much even an infant can catch that disease. So many people died already! So people, lets wear mask and we can still prevent this! Love ur life! and btw to those umat islam yg kaki clubbing yg pena nak insaf tuuu, minum arak je keja, H1N1 korang patot dapat! Siapa yg terase, padan muka. Jgn nak bangga pegi club, minum arak ape sume tuuu. Tuhan marah.

Hey! muke sakit. tgk tgn kita tuu,sakittt! btw im no MU fan,its just a tshirt. no harm kan? haha



Deary,thanks for the flowers! Ur soo unpredictable. I'll remember this forever. :) Thnks for everything. heeeeeeeeeeeeeee


LETS PUASAAAA PEOPLEEEE!!! OHHH YEAHHHH!!

Summary of cuti H1N1.

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Hey! Mesti mcm gila ape budak nie,bila free buat post manyak2 plak kan. hahaha. As u know semua kot UiTM cuti seminggu sbb the bloody babi. and yeahhhh im happy!! hahaha. I did lots of things!! Yang aku ingat jela aku bgtau. okayyy.


AKTIVITI PERTAMA.

Hee tak tahu pulak cuti seminggu. Ingat balik 3 hari jee, emm tgk2 haha. soo i washed all my dirty laundriess! YESS! my koko is Bomba dan Penyelamat! haha. Disebabkan tak kering, i gantung di dalam bilik yg aku sgt teramat benci ini. FYI the white tshirt is Smk seafield. Hee :) Its a memory I will never forget. Bus at 3.30pm, Cepat express!


AKTIVITI KEDUA.


Sunday is my fav day for the weekend! haha. Go to Amcorp Mall, and u'll find me there!! SERIUS! I will be there almost every sunday. Insyaallah kalau aku berada di subang. hee:) Im like the regular customer there! Its like the most special place ever! Im a bargain hunter!! Are you? haha. Come one come all datanglah ke Pj and witness how my mother and i can spend secara cermat dan berbaloi in one day! HAHAHAHA! And the end of the day i would buy myself 6 cupcakes. Hahaha. Aku tak makan semua....YEAA RITEE!! :)


AKTIVITI KETIGA.

On Monday,kite tgk wyg dgn jeffy. Sorry tiada gmbr kami berdua. Di summit,tgk cite 'The Land of lost'. hee:) betol ke? sorry tak ingat sgt. makan magi manyak sgt di segamat. Well since delicious food is hard to get there these days! argghhhhh!! Cite tu okay lah,kelakar la jgak. Tp babun tu da tgk! Tak best! Nak tgk harry potter tp dier la yg kate 'its too heavy'. Babi dengki. huh! And yeaa while waiting movie mau start,kite try makan di kedai pancake yg dekat hujung dgn karoeke box tu. The pancake okaylah. 'Sekadar untuk mengalas perot' kata jeffy. And sementara menunggu bitch tu byr, something caught my eye.

Do u see what i see? At first glance its like 'Doulde'. In my thoughts kan 'pehh tak reti eja ke'.
Bajet terer english. hahah. Then the sec time aku tengok,oh yeahh betol laa tuu! hahah. EH BUKANLAH SALAHLA! jap betol laa. YOU BE THE JUDGE!


AKTIVITI KEEMPAT.

Demam wehh. Peh. My head berdenyut! damn! Then that evening my syg came and jenguk gfnya yg demam. Dier bg ubat, and now im feeling better. Tiba tiba malam itu, my syg pulak yg demam, eloklaa tu. haha. 'u kan bluetooth dkt i..', ishhh boleh la plak. I stayed at home,pokai wehhh. damn. Aktiviti ini memang pendek. Maaf

AKTIVITI KELIMA.

hee. Some of u may or may not know that im using bill. Pehh jgn guna bill weh. Mahal. Mcm along secara tidak langsung! No wonder maxis is making so many profit. Nak iPhone 3Gs. Mahal! SOO yeaa i wanna switch my bill to prepaid again since im just cant afford it. Tapi ada trick dier! Kene 6 months guna bill nie then baru bole terminate. haaa.
THATS PREETTY MUCH OF IT.

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Hey! yes very lama tak update. Lazy and busy. How can i start, well every people has their own way of owning hapiness,luxury and love. Im considering myself as 'sederhana'. My family and i had tough years back then, we dont even own a car, live in an old creepy flat dkt s.alam, No offence to s.alam readers. Penah kan dgr 'susah dulu senang kemudian'. I always believe that somehow we just have to face things that we cant even kononnya tak boleh lalui but God gave those pressured events to those God believe can manage and get thru it well. I have a confession to make but before that.. hee! tak boleh lah deep sgt weh. Thats so not me!


STORY ONE.
This is Jeffrey Firdaus. He's 21 years old,dier manyak tipu orng yg dier 19. He sells delicious ice blendeds! haha! So many flavours! Cannotla compare to starbucks. Sederhana yet satisfying.

Here goes,when im free, i come and visit him dekat Smk Seafield. Yeahh!! My form 6 school,hey i still love that school no matter what! Ayam goreng yg sungguh lazat,ohhh damnnn! Okay stay calm, dulu i have this impression on people who jual stuffs like this,yg dkt tepi jalan, and honestly i really dont give a damn bout them on how their life might be and all. Lantak la. BUT Since i get to know this fella,i made an effort to ask how,what,why would he be doing sucha job like this. He answered and suddenly i felt something.

I imagine if i were in his place,oh wow, i wouldnt be owning my own laptop by now. and my life would be waking up in the morning and thinking bout how can i give more comfortable life to my family. As his friend, setiap kali i jumpe dier,i bought at least one ice blended and im not bragging but takkanlah u tak nak support kwn u. To me money wasnt really a problem, HEY AKU BUKAN ORNG KAYA! Tapi its just a little thing to help him.

Sometimes he said to that i was lucky to be rich,tak risau pasal duit and all. Hey no ok! What im wearing or whatever my handbeg brand might be,all of that is from my parents. Im not rich! I am BOROS. I really am. Serius! If any of my friends have any butik ka,apa ka, I bet u that im always there to buy something, ANYTHING! :)

P/s:

(A)Kepada yg mengenali si Jeffrey,please jgn bgtau yg aku ada blog. Nanti dier nak baca, its a secret!! Tolong! Promise dont tell him.

(b) kepada students di Smk Seafield, come to the corner of the school and u'll find him there! And buy his ice blended! Its very nice! Especially in the hot weather! It will certainly cool ur throat dude! and its only RM3.50! haaa!!


STORY TWO.

Hey, continue dari cerita di atas. While he was busy melayan customer, i saw a few form6 students and i was thinking kalau lah aku tak quit form6, what my result will be, am i able to satisfy my fathers hope, and so much more. Menyesal tinggalkan form6 pun ada. Maybe to some of u wouldnt know why i enter the form6 anyways,its becoz my father asked me to. I do respect my father and sometimes i broke the rules but to me when i was in that school, i felt extremely pressured! Its like i cant afford to fail stpm. if i do so,boleh mati kot. Serius. And despite my huge laughs in the class, smiles and giggles but on my shoulders i felt like double kamus dewan is on top of it. When i got the other offer, i straight away grabe it. I dont want to do something that i dont like. Dont get me wrong, i love the school, ayam goreng!, awesome new friends! At the end of the day i still have to be 'A' for my father. Im so sorry that i left form6. To tell the truth, leaving form6 has made me feel regrets and frustrated. I wish my friends a happy form6!! And im sorry for not being there. Truly sorry.


Missing you people..



Fuck!

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Hey im very pissy today. Petang td as usual im going to buy dinner for family,in my thoughts, ive always wear crocs to go anyway. Let me tell u bout my blue crocs. I call it the 'blue crocy'. Continue,i went out,pergi ke rak kasut,cari cari crocy aku tapi tapi tak jumpe. Im like, wtf, where is it!!! Okay i dont have time for this soo i went out wearing pinky slipper,bought the dinner, then i got back,and my mum asked me to fetch her from work,i forced my bro to tag along, and he found out that his crocs are missing tooo!! OMG! Well his is brown in colour. Both of us are dammn furiouss!! aghhhh. With the things happened lately,everything happends for a reason, maybe its the time for me to bought new crocs!!!! hahahahhaha. Okay okay,takda rezeki laa dgn crocy tuh. But still...

Drag me to hell.

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Im not really type a person who loves to watch this moviee seram thingy. But i did!! I watched it with j. It was the most awesome day! I watched it at summit usj,okay okay some people might say that ewwwww!! sunway kan ada! haha. memang ada but i dun want to queue for very long tauu. I just love this movie sooo muchhhH!! Its a memory i intend to keep it in my brain. I dun want to tell how the story goesss anyway,but u gotta watch it.hahah. WATCHHH IT PEOPLEEEEEEEEE!!! To those who are not confident of the condition of their heart,pleasee i advice u dont watch it.

To pass SPM,english kena pass.

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HEY! Just now in TV3,this menteri said that we should be consider english as a token or kena pass to get sijil spm. DAMN! Baru nak sedarlah! 

MAOWNOPINION:
Well u must tauuu consider this! Its like crucial to learn this english language. HELOO MENTERI, our own bahasa malaysia cant even make it internationally,then we have to face the fact that english is much more needed! Yess yesss we still have to remember our own bahasa ibunda and thats wats make us special than other countries besides our three main bangsa, LOVEEE THEMM!! Even u went to any work interviews,they want to see our capability to speak english besides than understand it. I think its good that this M enteri is considering it,may god blessed him. Amin.


SOMEPEOPLEINPEDALAMAN'SOPINION:
They say that 'kalo kite fail english,terus tak dpt sijil Spm..' 

ehh ehh heloo! sampai bile tak nak belajar english? come onlah! The world are getting modern by seconds. shissshhh. Takkan la nak berBahasa Malaysia mase di New York? Usaha itu tangga kejayaan! Susah dulu senang kemudian. Takkanla nak senang seumur hidup, amboi! BTW its the same as if kite tak pass Bahasa Malaysia,kite takkan dpt sijil. So? whats the diff? I used to hate english  so much when i was still in primary school till i dont want to watch any english Tv series at all. How bad is that! Then im begining to accept that english is important. Then i didnt start learning by books tapi watching Tv and listening to the sebutan and all. Im lovin it! Well as u know my english still tunggang langgang,but at least i understand,i can speak,i can write in english language. Daripada some other people cant do anything like that and even the basic things. 


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